“Your Ruh (soul) will never find satisfaction in any thing other then Allah(swt).”
I’ve hit rock bottom. There’s nothing worse that can happen now.
I don’t want to fall in love with anyone any more because I already met, fell in love and lost the best girl in the world.
She deserves the best and that’s what she must get.
She was in a hurry, I understand - I wasn’t prepared, I hope she understands. I will never be able to forgive myself for what I did & couldn’t do & also I won’t forgive you mom, you were the only help I could ever have & even you bailed on me.
Dad, if only you were here dude. And Allah swt I’m sure You have a much better plan for her & thank You for making me meet her.